dear woke up.. so i woke up too.. didn't see the time.. feel so tired.. also dunno y.. dear went to bath.. woke me n ask me prepare go eat.. wait for dear er jie bf bath hao den we go eat yong tou fu together.. coz dear er jie bf de bro n gf at there eatin.. ate there.. but didn't finish all.. jiu very full liao.. after eating jiu walk back dear hse lo..

dear er jie de bf changed n went out with his bro.. so me n dear nua at home lo.. dear played cs awhile before coming to pei me lie lie.. we chatted awhile.. dear cried.. say he miss me.. see le heart pain pain.. dun wan see him cry.. haiz.. hugged him.. till we both fall asleep..

woke up at 5.30pm.. dear go bath den we go eat qi ji.. we shared laksa n popiah.. den da bao food back for dear de da jie n daddi.. bought bubble tea to drink also.. very long nv dear.. suddenly like very nice to drink wor.. =x we walked back.. dear prepare changed den we left home walk to mrt station..

send dear go back camp.. but he only allow me send him to the bus stop.. so send him there bus come le den i went off le.. called marmi.. she ask me go her work place find her.. so i took mrt to outram.. n walk all the way to her work place lo..

dear called when i reach marmi there.. so chatted with dear awhile.. happy to hear his voice.. hope tat he's ok inside.. marmi end work le jiu go eat frog leg porridge.. on the way there chatted with dear on the phone.. miss him wor.. miss his hug.. coz weather cold cold.. miss his warm warm de arm.. =x

eat hao le jiu walk back home lo.. reach home le msged dear.. bath hao le online awhile jiu went to bed le..

today woke up at 11+am.. actually set alarm clock at 12pm de.. dunno y dear ownself wake up.. den ask me to wake up also.. i nua awhile den wake up de.. dun feel like waking up.. hope can hug him longer.. keep think dao he today need go back camp.. heart jiu pain pain de..

finally gt out of bed.. go wash up den on comp use lo.. nth much to do.. dun feel like trainin maple.. so see dear dear play cs.. den went to bath n prepare scare late.. coz wanted to go jurong point eat pizzahut with dear dear before he go back camp.. prepare hao le den dear tell him.. need wait his marmi come back den can leave house.. coz need iron his uniform.. so we waited lo.. surfed frenster awhile.. den dear say he hungry.. so we cooked maggie n share.. coz later wan go out eat le..

wait dear marmi come back until very nua wor.. so i went to bed n lie lie awhile.. dear see me so nua also come hug hug me..  heex.. den his marmi come back den we start packing dear go back camp de things lo.. he took very long to iron his clothes.. coz very ma fan.. still need iron wat line de.. den his marmi de iron is those not normal those kind.. =x lols.. anyway i see le also like very hard to use la.. =p so he iron hao pack hao things quite late le.. so we decided go tiong bahru plaza eat sushi jiu hao lo..

reach tiong bahru plaza sushi there.. not alot ppl.. so we dun need to q up lo.. went in sit down n eat.. dear didn't eat alot.. dunno y.. he like dun like to eat like tat.. order de all say nt nice nt nice..  eat hao le den we faster went back home.. or else dear will late le.. dear changing tat time i took a few pictures of him..  n gt to take one shot tgt with him..  heex.. so happy.. now everything i miss him.. i see his botak face.. den i will smile le.. heex.. dear prepare hao le den we leave home lo.. at the staircase.. i kissed him..  heex.. n tell him coz later outside cannot kiss u le..

reached boon lay mrt le.. but dear de fren nt here yet.. so dear called them.. one say his daddy fetching him in so nt meeting them le.. another say still meeting him so we waited.. so many bangala workers there.. dear dear very protective..  keep pull me close to him.. very happy tat he care so much for me.. muacks to dear dear.. heex.. we chat n chat while waiting lo.. den his fren called.. at first is say meet dear at mrt station.. den called n say they late le.. so taking cab in den dear hop in den go in tgt.. so we walked to the roadside there.. raining le wor.. while waiting the rain got heavier.. dear wan me go back first but i very insist on pei-ing him till his fren come.. so we waited there.. till 7+pm den his fren called say ask dear go opposite to get in the cab.. dear faster kiss me n ask me walk the shelter way n ask me msg him when i on train den he faster walk to traffic light there to cross the road le.. i was surprised tat he kissed me.. but was very happy too..  love him alot alot.. heex..

reached mrt le msg dear.. den took mrt back alone lo.. played psp all the way.. tryin to pass the 3rd boss stage..  so hard to kill lo.. den the train very cold.. maybe coz raining den more cold de ba.. den dear msged me when i abt to reach tiong bahru station.. so i pei him msg till i reach his hse.. den he say he goin in later den msg me.. reach dear hse le i pack pack yi xia take le things jiu leave hse le.. muz thanks dear de marmi help me also.. give me extra plastic bag, n shopping bag for my stuffs.. if nt really dunno how to carry sia..  msged dear dear on the way out..

walk out le.. saw alot cab sia.. but i was too far so cannot flag them.. den walk dao road there liao.. one cab also dun hab leh..  wat the wat the lo.. so heavy.. den wait there so long.. den finally gt cab come le.. so lucky tat no one snatch cab with me..  took my hse de lift.. i almost faint.. the smell in the lift.. omg omg omg~!!!  damn smelly lo.. with all those heavy stuffs.. really feel like dying.. =x anyway reached home le msg dear dear marmi n dear dear.. den watched tv awhile before goin out meet marmi..

dear er jie called me ask me wan go dragonfly with them mah.. i rejectted them coz too last min le.. n i promised marmi pei her go eat.. n i know if i go le.. dear dear will worry abt me..  ok la.. sry i bhb.. maybe he wun.. i dunno..  went out to meet marmi.. on the way met one werid werid de uncle.. i walk which side he follow den wan to try to bang me..  den i walk fast fast den walk to main road den faster cross road lo.. eeek.. =x end up i walk very fast to marmi work place..

marmi end work le den we walk to outram there eat lo.. on the way marmi pass by a dvd, vcd store lo.. so she went in to see see.. den dear called me.. so happy to hear his voice.. how i wish he was beside me now.. can see dvd together..  he say he 10pm need to hang call le.. so i dun care marmi.. keep tok to dear dear.. =x heex.. mwarks dear dear.. he need to hang the call le.. i very bu se de.. but no choice..

me n marmi went to outram eat the fish head bee hoon.. dear called half way while i was eating telling me he can't get to sleep.. i wanted to msg with him but he dun wan.. i was worried abt him.. dear tml 4am need wake up for training.. i hope he can get to sleep.. coz before he go in.. he was sayin he was tired le.. but y can't slp??  i wan to hug him.. but i can't.. felt abit helpless..  hope my muacks on the phone can cheer him up.. dear sorry..

after eating i walk back home with marmi.. toking abt wat will happen to didi if he go in camp.. lols.. we like think dao very negative sia.. xD anyway.. lols.. reach home le i went to bath.. although the weather was cold.. but i dunno y my back pop alot of pimples.. marmi ask me no matter wat also go bath better.. bath le jiu pei marmi watch yi xia tv.. online awhile.. den went to bed le.. miss dear dear wor.. dear wo ai ni.. mwarks..

today woke up at 12.30pm by marmi.. coz she bought a packet of duck rice to share with me.. woke up eat le den marmi go work le.. left me alone at home..  tv nth to watch so when to maple.. derek er jie bf msged me asked me whether i goin over derek hse before meet him mah.. coz he no key to go over.. so decided to pack things n bring my laptop over first.. put le things den go meet dear dear.. but in the end rain.. so never le.. i when to prepare.. abt 5pm den leave home de.. raining very heavily..

walk all the way to mrt station.. laptop bag was so heavy will all the things i stuff inside.. miss dear dear alot.. coz his hp no batt le.. wun be able to call me at all.. the mrt was so packed with ppl.. couldn't find a place to sit.. stand all the way to boon lay mrt station.. reached there abt 5.45pm.. dear called me using his fren hp.. say he wun be out so early.. so i when to the place we were meeting n found a corner to sit down..

saw alot of civil def ppl coming out.. all holding their gfs hand.. miss dear dear more.. dunno wat time den can see dao him.. haiz..  stared into the blank for awhile den remember i gt bring dear de psp.. so took out to play while waiting for him.. waited for at least 30mins i think.. den he finally came.. at first i can't really recongnise him sia.. =x den he tap me n ask me to go.. so we went to took cab back lo..

walk to near coffee bean de taxi stand.. gt alot ppl sia.. so we went to the 7 eleven side there take.. also alot ppl.. =.= anyway.. we waited there.. talk to him n asked him abt life in ns lo.. so waiting for the cab wasn't very long.. see him botak so funny.. =x keep wan to touch his hair.. feel like holding his hand n huggin him but he dun allow.. say wearing uniform cannot..  anyway i gt to kiss him in the cab.. =x  the stupid cab uncle irritate me sia.. tell him kim tian rd.. he tell us bukit merah there ah? den we say no.. tiong bahru plaza there.. den he say.. den u wan go tiong bahru plaza or kim tian rd.. =.= we r telling the uncle kim tian rd near there.. wtf he tokin lo..  den he took very very long way den reach dear dear de hse.. costed us $16..

reach dear dear hse le.. i feeling giddy n headache.. but never tell dao him.. he reach home le jiu take off his clothes lo.. den when he taking off his shoes he let me play his shoe laces.. =x one pull the whole lace will untied le.. =x den he teach me how to tie also..  den he go his room change to his shorts lo.. den i on his comp comp.. den he tok tok with his marmi.. den his er jie come back.. follow by his er jie bf.. den they keep tok tok tok to him lo.. so i help him train his maple character.. coz haben lvl yet.. den they keep tok tok tok tok.. den i listen listen listen lo.. also dunno wat to say..  help dear dear lvl liao den go eat at tiong bahru plaza lo..

actually wanted eat sushi de.. but coz they say their last order at 9.30pm den already 9.10pm le.. so they decided to eat ramen at the opposite.. eat tat time also keep tok tok tok lo.. but i also dunno wat to say.. juz feel happy tat i can see him.. n tat he's beside me lo.. eat bao le.. den walk back to his hse lo.. on the way back they when to 7eleven to buy somethings lo.. i felt headache n feel like vomiting.. but also nv tell him.. coz see he so happy tokin to his family.. so i didn't wan to cut in..

reach his house le.. changed.. help him massage.. coz he say he aching all over.. den we sleep le.. i can't sleep at all.. so i played psp.. he back faced me sleep..  haiz.. since i still playin so nvm lo.. den play half way he keep suddenly jump yi xia.. see le very xin tong.. dunno he inside slp hui bu hui like tat.. so i hugged him from behind.. den continue to play psp.. dunno y i can't sleep.. maybe too happy to see him.. i rather spend the time lookin at him.. i stopped play psp.. n looked at him sleep.. other den he's botak..  n face gt afew pimples.. the rest the all the same.. his eyes.. his nose.. his mouth.. his eyebrows.. the way he's asleep.. miss him so much.. haiz..

i hugged him n try to sleep..